I just paid up my balance school fees which totally cost me a bomb. Cos i can't view my exam results as it was held back which is really fucked up. And i'm slightly irritated now. I think i'm angry with my dad for now...why? dunno...i'm always angry and irritated with him..maybe he's too heck care at times..maybe i got anti-dad syndrome..ok i made that up. Maybe i'm one ungrateful person. I can't explain my feelings...its so weird..maybe i have mild depression or something..I think if there's support group for confused people like me, i'll go and cry buckets of blood there.
Maybe i'm just too selfish and egoistical for my own good...